Life and The Beneficial of Life...

Listen to : All Good Things (Come To An End) -- Nelly Furtado Feat Chris Martin

Dogs were whistling a new tune

Barking at the new moon

Hoping it would come soon

so that they could die

Honestly what will become of me

I don't like reality

It's way too clear to me

But really life is daily

We are what we don't see

We miss everything daydreaming

Flames to dust

Lovers to friends

Why do all good things come to an end

Traveling I always stop at exits

Wondering if I'll stay

Young and restless

Living this way I stress less

I want to pull away when the dream dies

The pain sets it and I don't cry

I only feel gravity and I wonder why

And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day until the feeling went away

And the clouds were dropping and the ................. the rain forgot how to bring salvation

The dogs were whistling a new tune

barking at the new moon

hoping it would come soon

so that they could die

Questions

Why all good things always come to an end?

Question remains without an answer...but yet they must always good things ahead..

Where do I finish?

It depends where I start.

Today

I'm counting days before I leave for the PHP...It's quiet exciting but I will be there longer this time. For 2 and a half month included the shooting days and also post productions.

I'm going again to the happy nations city....I'm happy, I'm excited, Im sad, I'm overwhelming, and I feel that all my emotions mixed up....wait for me to return, wait for me for those who willing to wait. And wait for me if ever you need me....

I'm happy with the project progress. We're still on our track, can't wait to see the end product. It supposed to be distinguished with all the hard work from all of them.

Yesterday

We had fun, Dory celebrated her Christmas with us. We're in Malacca, with everybody elses including Melvin and Abang Lan ( Congrats to Mat Dom Teksi -- Best Comedy in Anugerah Skrin , Janet Khoo winning the Best Comedian Actress For Asian TV Awards...Applause!!! ).

Lyn was enganged with Sab...Congratulations!!!

The Uncertain

I tried to figured out, what am I trying to do? Who am I hurting? I am sorry, as I am totally weak...I am sorry. I don't mean to hurt anybody, it just my heart, that never heal...it's so painful until I don't know what to do. I'm numb....I only can wait....wait for the right time to come...

I'm sorry...yet the love is all yours....