Life and Tears

Tears From The Moon -- Sinead O' Connor

Couldnt sleep,
so I went down walking.
Thinking about you,
and hearing those talking.
And all the things I should have said,
echoed now inside my head.
I feel something falling from the sky
Im so sad and maybe angels cry

Tears from the moon
Fall down like rain
I reach for you
I reach in vain
Tears from the moon
Tears from the moon

It just aint fair
this thing called loving.
When one stands there
the other feels nothing.
I would have done anything for you
I still love you, baby I adore you.
All day I keep from falling apart
But I realize it when the sky gets dark

Stop, stop hunting me
It should be easy,
As easy as when you stop wanting me.

Life Is About Winning.....

How am i going to start?
What the hell that i'm thinking...?
I deleted my blog....the whole blog....since last two years...
I cant curse anymore...enough...
Dory's next to me...she just cant do anything...but watched me....
I'm frustrated...
Maybe its a good sign...probably to provoke me to write about a good thing in life instead of bad thing...
I dunno...I just not in a mood today.I just frustrated and depressed...how am I supposed to say a good thing in my 'first so called entry' for my blog...period.


Prologue..
Life is alwiz beautiful....
Its a game,have winners and losers, planning with a good strategy will sure u happiness and success,but sometimes life is just cruel and unfair, life also about other people, and you are not playing the game alone...everybody strive to be a winner, but not all get lucky...am i consider LUCKY?

My Life...My Self
I'm started all over again, a brand new page, brand new determination with same intuition 'to live life the fullest and may Allah bless me'.What kinda life do I have?Do I need to start from the beginning so then people can recall who am I? he he he...Im 25th (this coming November)..Scorpio..Rooster year...prosperity...money...money...money....hehehehe(materialistic).
i'm still depressed because I accidentally deleted my blog.
Whatever man...
Okay....let me begin...this is what happened yesterday...my host didnt turn up...and I need to wrapped my team,my Producer mad at me,throwing and making faces the whole morning (what am I going to do? its not my call..)..and after that he seems okay..probably he had too many things in his head...U dunno...people...but he still the superior...life is all about patience..its okay...takkan tak boleh kena marah kot?bukan selalu....hehehehe.And today...everything went well,all according to the schedule...thats a good sign...what a relief...thanx to my bubly Asst.Director (Anis)..and thanx to all the team.
I'm upstairs at the office...repairing my blog,Dory next to me surfing the net.There is actually too many things to tell,but I cant afford to throw it all now...Whatever it is I'm frustrated...STILL....