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The Best Of Us - Wow Amazing

The Best Of Us - Wow Amazing
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The Climb lyrics

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

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Life and The Heart Of The Four Sisters

Listen to : Flown Away – Lene Marlin
Venue : Makati Prime Tower Suites, Philippines

I’m alone…I’m sad…I’m lonely….suddenly I missed them….
And I realized….they are my precious….my sisters….my blood…

We never said we love each other. In fact we never even said the words love at all.
But deep down inside our heart all of us means something. We have 4 sisters. I am the eldest. I never played my part well, yet still we always remain together. We always fight, but I never hate them.
I still remember when we was a kid, as the eldest I always being a mastermind, we were so naughty back then. I guess our parents praying everyday to make sure that we become good kids. There was 20 years ago…we all grew up…and we manage to be a good kid to them….All those history makes us closer…we always joke around, and we very close to each other. We hate strangers….We remains to be four only…we hate intruders… Only our parents can give us a piece of word…for the rest sorry… we only playing numb..

On our birthday… we wont greet each other.. weird huh? But we will call and talk bout something else… and all of us know what’s that supposed to mean. We have our own way to communicate with each other. It’s very special and can’t be describe with words.

My sister will go abroad. She will leaving soon. I wanted to be there to see her, before she left. I hope that my schedule not packed because I am n the Philippines right now. Suddenly I felt lose…maybe we never being apart that long. She’s the closest one. She knew all my secrets. She always listen to me, and I fight with her a lot…but I know that I’m going to miss her… sorry babe…I knew when you read this you will laugh and said “ GG…gelilah…apalah kau ni”…but I knew you must feel something in your heart. And no need to tell me how you feel.

Babe…I really wanted to see you go. Maybe I can give away some of my stuffs to you. I know you will like it…maybe I will buy something for you here…it’s much more cheaper…
You know why I wrote this?
I switch on my laptop, and connect my portable hard disk…and I saw Chicane folder…and suddenly I felt so sad…am I going to delete the entire folder coz because I won’t be able to see you? I don’t have a heart to do that…coz maybe I will miss you.. I don’t know…that’s why I wanted to see you go….other wise I will regret myself. Maybe it will be my last time to see you… I don’t know…But seriously I hope that you can really take care of yourself…You know how hard for you to get there. Maybe in one fine day we will come and visit you…..
Babe…you know there’s a lot of things that we shared….story about our lives, sadness and happiness...Thank you for that……
And this is going to be the first time for me to say I love you to of my sisters….
I’m sorry if ever I never being a good sister to all of you, yet I’m trying, and we all know that all of us care and respect each other, and we won’t being separated no matter what happened….If ever anything happen to me…please know that I love all of you….never fail…everyday……

Life and The New Year....

Listen to : Always Love -- Nada Surf

The story will remain unsaid.
But these are the recap for 2006.

Hey…

Alhamdulillah...I'm still alive....
Looking back on what I said all those years ago, all the hopes and dreams I had, I've come to the conclusion that if having things turn out the way you wanted them to is a measure of a successful life, then some would say I'm a failure. The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home. I wish I found myself again

As for 2006 there are so many things need to be remembered and also being forgotten.
I will take all the good side to remember and throw away the entire negatives context.
In April me, Hafez and Da Dory went to Manila to give our best Roselle a visit..and she already have a boyfriend….Dodie…you are the man!!!
In August, my best colleague Da Dory left the company..and the “Superfoxx” and “byesexual” was anguished badly…yet they strong enough to face it.

There’s too much retention especially in November. I was producing “ Now and Forever” drama, and I’m too into it, really put my all effort till I can’t even sleep at night. Yet there are a lot of stories behind the stories and it will remain unsaid as it’s a lot to tell. * Smile*
In December, Lyn was engaged to Sab.

The best part…I just bought my first Prada bag “ Tessuto Oro “……Finally !!!

Bye 2006!!! And as usual still no resolution for 2007….Just hope for happiness ahead and being blessed…..

Summary : Not a good year for LOVE. It cost more pain compared to the beneficial of
being LOVED.
Good year for prosperity….*smile*

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE…….

Life and The Ignorance

Listen to : Tsukiko Amano -- Crimson Butterfly

She just wondering if ever she died, will she be remembered? Did people will acknowledge her? She said to herself....maybe.

Questions

Why some people can hurt other people? Why some people can make other people wait? Waiting with the ignorance without calling, or saying hi... yet it was promised before? The questions remains unanswered until the time comes....

Why sometimes people can easily saying the 'L' words? Does it supposed to be a magic word?

And why people can easily fall for each other? Is that true that there is a love at a first sight or I dunno...

Why marriage can divorce? Are they unhappy? Who's the cause?

Why lover's can turn to friends? Can it be fixed?

But all the answers depends to all the causes....and there are too many causes with different answers...

Love and being loved is a terrific feeling, but when you love someone too much, it can cause grievous pain, which only you can cure it.

Miss and being missed.....it's a real pain....

"Is there any space for happiness? Can she be in it? Please...just for a while...

Most people are stronger than they know. They just forget to believe in it sometimes."

Life and The Hard Lights....

Listen to : Umbrellas -- The City Lights

If you see me at midnight

Walking the streets

You'll know it was me for I cannot sleep

I've pushed away the dreams

And spoiled the quiet

I'm propelled by fear

And not the righteous

So have you been to a place like this?

To see your breath as it paints against the sky

The fever is near

I wish you were here

I'm thinking ambitious

I've got this feeling things will be alright

So go break a leg night

Been given the green light

So go entertain them

They're waiting for you

Halo...Halo...Special...

Whenever I did look back at it I used to think that way, however, yesterday I got to change my mind for all 360°; there is still something that I can say I miss.

I feel like one of those days which i really feel so thankful for all that i’ve been given. Love can do so many things i’ve finally realized. And i’m truly blessed i’ve got someone who’s become the light that guided me out of that dark tunnel i once put myself into, someone who continues to be the bright light to my path…Is the love still in the air?

p/s....wish you were here...

Life and The Melancholic Night

Listen to : Makin Aku Cinta -- Kris Dayanti and Anang

Do you know what is the most daunting feeling in this world? The feeling of being sorry, being sorry for yourself. Nothin’ compares to it.

For the past few days I have been thinking about lot of things, too much, actually. Ever had a feeling that you want to talk about something, with someone, but deep inside know that there is no point to it, simply, because only one who can help you is — thyself. It helps to talk with someone, but it doesn't solve the problems you have, in most cases at least.
I have discovered that I don't have what it takes for me to put my thoughts on the paper, so other people could understand me, in any form. It could be nice, but pointless I guess. And no, I haven't failed, I have just discovered things that don't work. However, there are some people who, actually, can do it.

I'm counting days to go to Manila. 6 days to go. I'm leaving on January 3rd.

Just finished record the theme song for " Now And Forever". Title -- Cintaiku Sekali Lagi.

The lyrics was good, and the song was great composed by our Executive Producer....I'm so excited.

I have a wish list.. I wanted to get myself a nice tote from Prada, but still I'm under waiting lists....I wanted it badly....Help!!!! hehehe.. I'm definitely a big spender...shopaholics....and I do shop a lot.....hehehehe.

Life and The Uncertain

The Uncertain.....

It's so unfair when he wrote that, it's just added more wounds...and she hurts even badly.

How can he said that?

Does he know that he's the one who start all this? Does he realizes how suffer she was?

Does he even think about all the sacrifices that she did for him? If ever he know how she felt...

Still, she was thankful, for all these years there was love around, how he's taking care of her and pampered her. Those years won't easily being forgotten. And she blaming herself for not taking care of it. She said..." sorry " and crying.....

It's find to blame other's as she knew how far is the truth.

She was hurt...not just hurt...she's bleeding, but no one cares.

His quotes

To My Queen,

My hopes keep losing everyday..As you walk with other.

As she did walk with him 5 years ago, and it faded away, let her be happy....just once...let her find herself...give her space....Please.....

To My Queen,

You can lie anything you want,But you know i knew you.

She's good in manipulating. Yes...you said you knew her, but you won't know what's is in her mind...for real...people can't read mind....

To My Queen,

You said i never knew you,

Which part that i don't?

Every part, you don't know her as you rather hurt her than seeking for an effort to makes her happy, yes you did entertain her, you always be there for her, does it enough? Please answer....

To My Queen,

Did you know that i'm losing myself

At night alone?

Did you realize that she losing herself a long time ago....and she never did find her self yet...till now...she long gone....she's all fake....she's no longer the One that you knew...

After all....she wants to apologize for hurting people...If other's know how she's being hurt, badly..... She felt sorry for everyone...even more for herself....Feels like killing herself....

" Sorry " .....

Life and The Beneficial of Life...

Listen to : All Good Things (Come To An End) -- Nelly Furtado Feat Chris Martin

Dogs were whistling a new tune

Barking at the new moon

Hoping it would come soon

so that they could die

Honestly what will become of me

I don't like reality

It's way too clear to me

But really life is daily

We are what we don't see

We miss everything daydreaming

Flames to dust

Lovers to friends

Why do all good things come to an end

Traveling I always stop at exits

Wondering if I'll stay

Young and restless

Living this way I stress less

I want to pull away when the dream dies

The pain sets it and I don't cry

I only feel gravity and I wonder why

And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day until the feeling went away

And the clouds were dropping and the ................. the rain forgot how to bring salvation

The dogs were whistling a new tune

barking at the new moon

hoping it would come soon

so that they could die

Questions

Why all good things always come to an end?

Question remains without an answer...but yet they must always good things ahead..

Where do I finish?

It depends where I start.

Today

I'm counting days before I leave for the PHP...It's quiet exciting but I will be there longer this time. For 2 and a half month included the shooting days and also post productions.

I'm going again to the happy nations city....I'm happy, I'm excited, Im sad, I'm overwhelming, and I feel that all my emotions mixed up....wait for me to return, wait for me for those who willing to wait. And wait for me if ever you need me....

I'm happy with the project progress. We're still on our track, can't wait to see the end product. It supposed to be distinguished with all the hard work from all of them.

Yesterday

We had fun, Dory celebrated her Christmas with us. We're in Malacca, with everybody elses including Melvin and Abang Lan ( Congrats to Mat Dom Teksi -- Best Comedy in Anugerah Skrin , Janet Khoo winning the Best Comedian Actress For Asian TV Awards...Applause!!! ).

Lyn was enganged with Sab...Congratulations!!!

The Uncertain

I tried to figured out, what am I trying to do? Who am I hurting? I am sorry, as I am totally weak...I am sorry. I don't mean to hurt anybody, it just my heart, that never heal...it's so painful until I don't know what to do. I'm numb....I only can wait....wait for the right time to come...

I'm sorry...yet the love is all yours....