Life Is All About Dreaming

I started today's entry with deepest condolences as my friend's dad just passed away last Tuesday and also the other friend just lost her granddad's yesterday....Al Fatihah...It just so sad, we laugh...and having fun and suddenly heard the news and time paused me..think again as automatically I think about death...i become afraid...and that's the chain of life...people who lives must die...Oh God.Subhanallah....Im just realize I'm too far behind all this...Im just a plain 'homo sapiens' who commited sins....and when can I turn to be a good girl?
I wonder.......God...Help Me!!!!

I started my routine life in the morning and finished work at midnite....no shopping, no window shopping, no lepaking...just hang out across the road...and then get back to work..My life is not boring, sumtimes unpredictable coz I cant budgetted my time..I miss home...just a few hours at home...(to sleep,take a bath..thats all)...most of my time...in the office and studio...I chose this life...I never regret..its fun though....I work Monday to Sunday for like 3 weeks already and no off day.....( I want to apply for a leave this coming April)...

I just bought a new I pod nano....I'm so happy....its 2GB black colour Nano...and also I wanted to buy the case as well ( i browse at Coach website...damn nice...but too expensive)..I just got Coach wrislet which Dory gave me when she get back from New York...Tq...Tq...She told me that I'll be crazy if go there,coz its cheaper to buy it there rather than Malaysia....hehehehe...I love expensive stuff...so materialistic...And one of my fav stuff is my Havaianas slippers...I have 10 pairs with different colors...and 2 slippers with hill....( I can't get it in Malaysia)....
What else do I bought this year? Emmmm nothing....Yahoo...I wanna save money....Kononnya nak kawin tahun ni...November? Emmm...ye la tu....berangan....in my dream....but dream is good...and fantasy is fun....hehehe...

** Currently Im reading Wicked
** Listen to Radja : Jujur